| Location | Stanhope |
| Age | 19 years |
| Date of Birth | 10/1987 |
| Date of Death | 11/2006 |
| Visitors | 6,344 since 04/03/2007 |
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Laura Jayne Kirwin died tragically on 11th November 2006. She was 19 years old. She was so
beautiful with the most gorgeous eyes you've ever seen. To us , she still is beautiful. She
was a devoted mammy to her little girl Keira who has inherited her mammy's beauty and wicked
sense of humour. Laura recognised in Keira the one person who had loved her without condition-no
questions or answers required. They spent so much special time together when Laura would sing to
her and read her stories. Laura thought that Keira was the best baby at everything and called her
the baby genius". Laura has three brothers-Joe, Tom and Cal. They all miss her terribly.
Callum hopes that she 's driving round in Heaven in an open top white sports car. Her cousin
Kerry Ann thought of Laura as her big sister. She looked up to her and admired her and she has the
same unique sense of style. Laura and Keira lived in Crook although Laura's heart was always
in Stanhope which is where she is now.
Laura loved life, being with her mates, partying,dancing and laughing. We laugh now at the memories
of the things she used to do and say. She loved music esp. dance music and was always wanting decks
so she could be a DJ. She loved to dance and to sing. Keira is the same. However, she also loved
Shania Twain, Celine Dion, Westlife etc. (when she was in a quieter mood). She loved to draw and
paint and was so proud that she had just learned how to paint a wall without getting paint all over
the ceiling. She was studying painting and decorating at college and hoped to set up a decorating
business once she had finished. Her college tutor thought that she had a special talent, above and
beyond the run of the mill. That was our Laura in everything-never run of the mill.
Unfortunately, there were people in Laura's life who made her very sad. It has been very
difficult in the last year and a half not to feel angry against those people. The people that are
still walking around with their lives intact. She never deserved to be treated in the way that she
was. She was never shown the love and respect that she should have been shown. All she wanted was
to be loved. I only wish she'd realised how many people loved her and cared for her and that
the idiots were in the minority.
Laura went through hell the last night of her life at the hands of her so called boyfriend who was
no more than a drunken druggie and I have relived those hideous last hours over and over again. I
cant bear to think of the pain that she went through at his hands. He was lucky to have someone as
beautiful as Laura in his life but he treated her as if she was nothing. After Laura died, the
vicar told me that she had been in hell and God had taken her out of it. I have had to question why
God didnt take him?-the one that was creating the hell!
Laura had been hoping to move back to Stanhope with Keira. Ironically, she had said to one of her
friends-"this estate is going to kill me".
The day that Laura's life ended, mine did too. I long to talk to her and to hold her and tell
her that it'll be ok. We had never been as close as we were in those last few years. She kept
me on my toes and I miss her so much. I'm so lost without her. My heart is broken and I know
that it will never mend Just the simple things like taking her some peardrops and 10 lambert and
butler and texting her to tell her to get the kettle on when I was nearly there. When we cuddled we
melted into one. I will always regret that I wasnt able to save her. All I can do now is make sure
that Keira is happy and loved and safe.
Laura's death has left such a huge void in so many people's lives. We know that life will
never be the same again. She was such a big personality, loved by more people than she ever knew.
I'm sure she knows now. A year and a half later and some people expect you to be over it!!
How can we ever be over it? We will miss her and long for her forever.
The people that really knew Laura knew what a sensitive soul she was and how beautiful she was on
the inside as well as the outside. She wasnt as "street-wise" as she pretended to be or
as "hard". That's why she wasnt able to deal with those people who had no feelings.
The people who took advantage of her and pretended to be her friend so they could use her and her
house.
I hope she's safe now in God's care, that's she dancing and singing in Heaven,
keeping them all on their toes. Truly DJing in God's Kitchen.
LOZZA - WE LOVE YOU - XXX
LAURA JAYNE KIRWIN - MOTHER,DAUGHTER,SISTER,GRAND-DAUGHTER,FRIEND AND........ANGEL.
For Debbie & Keira ♥ღ♥
Right now I'm in a different place
And though we seem apart
I'm closer than I ever was
... I'm there inside your heart
I'm with you when you greet each day
And while the sun shines bright
I'm there to share the sunsets, too
... I'm with you every night
I'm with you when the times are good
To share a laugh or two,
And if a tear should start to fall
... I'll still be there for you
And when that day arrives
That we no longer are apart,
I'll smile and hold you close to me
... Forever in my heart
Our Angel ♥ღ♥
When we have no one to turn to
And are feeling kind of low,
When there is no one to talk to
And nowhere we want to go,
We search deep within ourselves
It is the love inside our hearts
That lets us know our Angel's there
Even though we are miles apart.
A smile then appears upon our face
And the sun begins to shine.
We hear a voice, so soft and sweet
Saying, 'Everything will be just fine'
It may seem that we are alone
But we are never by ourselves at all.
Whenever we need our Angel near
All we have to do is call.
An Angel's love is always true
On that you can depend.
They will always stand beside you
And will always be your friend.
Through darkest hours and brightest days
Our Angel sees us through
They smile when we are happy,
And will cry when we are blue..
Love to you Debbie xx
While we are apart ♥ღ♥
Distance may separate us
But my heart will never let you go,
For I carry a part of you with me always.
It keeps me going through the day.
It brings a smile to my face
and tears to my eyes.
It is a part of my dreams that I live for and cherish.
That part is my wish, my only one,
To see you again soon.
I know that wish will someday come true.
But for now, I will hold in my heart
The memory of you
And never let you go.
For a very special Angel...Laura...and her Mum xx
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I would like to wish you debbie & your family a happy & peaceful xmas & all the best for 2008,love wendy & family.xxx.
If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own
A place to find serenity
A place to be alone.
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me.
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair
But let me be what I know best:
A friend that's always there
THINKING OF YOU LAURA, THANK YOU DEBBIE TAKE CARE LOVE SUE XXX
thanks
May i take this time to wish you peace this christmas, I was very unsure when I first started this site for my daughter, but it has proved to be so helpfull, Philippa would be so shocked to see how many people cared and carry on caring, I love to read all your kind messages , candles and some lovely pictures, it has helped me a lot, she will never be forgotten In my heart but this way is so nice to see others take the time out of thier busy lives to light a candle. From the bottom of my heart A BIG THANK YOU.
Have a happy christmas with much love from Fran on behalf of Philippa as well god bless each and everyone of you x x
merry christmas
Saying Merry Christmas
Wishing happiness for you
Is one of the very nicest
And pleasanat things to do
So special Christmas blessings
For you for Christmas day
And added to the loving thoughts
That are always sent your way
Marry Christmas for 2008
Love henry~henry jur
You Are Not Alone at Christmas ♥ღ♥
You may feel you are all alone
There is little joy for you
You have been through such a hard time
It has sapped all strength from you.
Christmas can bring happiness
But you’ve lost the will to care.
What’s the point in Christmas
When your sparkle is not there?
Deep within a light shines
Although, dimly lit is there
Believe me it will shine brightly
With gentle love and care.
There is someone who holds a candle
To guide and help you through
She is your Guardian Angel
Dedicated just to you.
She knows the pain you’re feeling
Your pain is her pain too.
Her wings are wrapped around you now
Inner strength she gives to you.
You are not alone at Christmas
Or on any other day.
Your Angel stands beside you
She will never go away.
NA Peymani
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