| Location | Stanhope |
| Age | 19 years |
| Date of Birth | 10/1987 |
| Date of Death | 11/2006 |
| Visitors | 6,332 since 04/03/2007 |
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Laura Jayne Kirwin died tragically on 11th November 2006. She was 19 years old. She was so
beautiful with the most gorgeous eyes you've ever seen. To us , she still is beautiful. She
was a devoted mammy to her little girl Keira who has inherited her mammy's beauty and wicked
sense of humour. Laura recognised in Keira the one person who had loved her without condition-no
questions or answers required. They spent so much special time together when Laura would sing to
her and read her stories. Laura thought that Keira was the best baby at everything and called her
the baby genius". Laura has three brothers-Joe, Tom and Cal. They all miss her terribly.
Callum hopes that she 's driving round in Heaven in an open top white sports car. Her cousin
Kerry Ann thought of Laura as her big sister. She looked up to her and admired her and she has the
same unique sense of style. Laura and Keira lived in Crook although Laura's heart was always
in Stanhope which is where she is now.
Laura loved life, being with her mates, partying,dancing and laughing. We laugh now at the memories
of the things she used to do and say. She loved music esp. dance music and was always wanting decks
so she could be a DJ. She loved to dance and to sing. Keira is the same. However, she also loved
Shania Twain, Celine Dion, Westlife etc. (when she was in a quieter mood). She loved to draw and
paint and was so proud that she had just learned how to paint a wall without getting paint all over
the ceiling. She was studying painting and decorating at college and hoped to set up a decorating
business once she had finished. Her college tutor thought that she had a special talent, above and
beyond the run of the mill. That was our Laura in everything-never run of the mill.
Unfortunately, there were people in Laura's life who made her very sad. It has been very
difficult in the last year and a half not to feel angry against those people. The people that are
still walking around with their lives intact. She never deserved to be treated in the way that she
was. She was never shown the love and respect that she should have been shown. All she wanted was
to be loved. I only wish she'd realised how many people loved her and cared for her and that
the idiots were in the minority.
Laura went through hell the last night of her life at the hands of her so called boyfriend who was
no more than a drunken druggie and I have relived those hideous last hours over and over again. I
cant bear to think of the pain that she went through at his hands. He was lucky to have someone as
beautiful as Laura in his life but he treated her as if she was nothing. After Laura died, the
vicar told me that she had been in hell and God had taken her out of it. I have had to question why
God didnt take him?-the one that was creating the hell!
Laura had been hoping to move back to Stanhope with Keira. Ironically, she had said to one of her
friends-"this estate is going to kill me".
The day that Laura's life ended, mine did too. I long to talk to her and to hold her and tell
her that it'll be ok. We had never been as close as we were in those last few years. She kept
me on my toes and I miss her so much. I'm so lost without her. My heart is broken and I know
that it will never mend Just the simple things like taking her some peardrops and 10 lambert and
butler and texting her to tell her to get the kettle on when I was nearly there. When we cuddled we
melted into one. I will always regret that I wasnt able to save her. All I can do now is make sure
that Keira is happy and loved and safe.
Laura's death has left such a huge void in so many people's lives. We know that life will
never be the same again. She was such a big personality, loved by more people than she ever knew.
I'm sure she knows now. A year and a half later and some people expect you to be over it!!
How can we ever be over it? We will miss her and long for her forever.
The people that really knew Laura knew what a sensitive soul she was and how beautiful she was on
the inside as well as the outside. She wasnt as "street-wise" as she pretended to be or
as "hard". That's why she wasnt able to deal with those people who had no feelings.
The people who took advantage of her and pretended to be her friend so they could use her and her
house.
I hope she's safe now in God's care, that's she dancing and singing in Heaven,
keeping them all on their toes. Truly DJing in God's Kitchen.
LOZZA - WE LOVE YOU - XXX
LAURA JAYNE KIRWIN - MOTHER,DAUGHTER,SISTER,GRAND-DAUGHTER,FRIEND AND........ANGEL.
Hey Laura, I cant believe how these three years have passed! it still doesnt seem real. i hope your at peace now, youll be in a better place where no one can hurt you no more! i miss you more and more everyday, I love you xxx
♰ For Laura with love ♰
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FROM MY HOUSE TO YOUR HOUSE
HENRY~HENRY JUR
to a dear friend
hiya laura i have just found you on this site hun we had so many good laughs and good times then i moved back in with my mam in middlesbrough and we lost contact im so sorry we lost touch hun you are in my prays as you where truley a good friend darl. god night god bless xxx
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Sending you and your angel lots of love always henry~henry jur
Two years ago today and you were still here Laura, talking and laughing. In a matter of hours you were gone and my life was changed for ever. It seems like yesterday and, at the same time, it's been an eternity since I saw you. My heart aches for you. I will love you always.xxx
A SPECIAL FRIEND X
Rest In Peace Angel
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THINKING OF YOU
ALWAYS
ANGEL
Forever in our hearts and thoughts
send this to all your friends, i just did xxx
My family don't know I'm watching them
But I'm watching them just the same.
And I hear each tear falling on their face
At the mention of my name.
They says it sounds like music to their ears
And can be heard over a crowd.
I hear each tear falling on their face,
When my name is said aloud.
I watch them stumble through each day
As they wish the day would end.
And I hear each tear falling on their face
As they talk of me with their friends.
But there are few who truly understand.
This I've heard them proclaim.
And I hear each tear falling on their face.
Will my family ever be the same?
I know that their smile's could light up the sky,
But I don't see them smileing today.
But I hear each tear falling on their face,
and their blue skies have turned to grey.
I send my family hugs full of love
with the rays of the morning sun.
Then I won't hear tear's falling on their face's
For I shall erase them one by one.
Yes my family don't know I'm watching them,
But I'm watching them just the same.
And when I hear a tear fall on their face
I softly whisper their name
Till we meet again
Don't let the tears fall down your face.
Thank you for all your surport words could never describe how we feel about the candles pictures & tributes we are getting for our angel Emily site, and also the true friends we have made on this site thank you all very much
god bless
henry~henry jur
To My Special Friend
♥Sometimes♥
♥Sometimes when you cry no one sees your tears♥
♥When your worried no one sees your pain♥
♥When your happy no one sees your smile♥
♥When your thinking no one is about♥
♥When you want to talk no one is around♥
♥When you need a special friend♥
♥Im always here to lend a hand♥
♥No matter were you are or how far♥
♥just give me a call and i will be there♥
♥Send this to someone special♥
♥I JUST DID♥
To my friend.xxxx
GOD,
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♥Sometimes♥
♥Sometimes when you cry no one sees your tears♥
♥When your worried no one sees your pain♥
♥When your happy no one sees your smile♥
♥When your thinking no one is about♥
♥When you want to talk no one is around♥
♥When you need a special friend♥
♥I’m always here to lend a had♥
♥No matter were you are or how far♥
♥just give me a call and i will be there♥
♥Send this to someone special♥♥
♥I JUST DID,
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